i gave my trust in god, to hold you

hey ruud, do you have a girlfriend?
my answer is "yes i have"
where is she?
my answer is "she is in Germany"
how can you get there?
my answer is "i don't know"
how can you go through the sea?
my answer is "i will swim"
how can you go through the sky?
my answer is "i will fly"
how can you go through the land?
my answer is "i will walk"
will you fly, swim and walk through it all?
my answer is "no"
why not?
my answer is "i cant do that, its impossible"

if you know those are impossible, so why do you keep your relationship linger?

my answer is

"maybe its impossible for me, but not for God,
let god swim for me through the sea
let god fly for me through the sky
let god walk for me through the land
just to take care, and ensure that i'm loving her still"

nera

Quina on the record

well, its January 11th

tonight my band, Quina, will have a recording session

wow, i hope this will be a great chance for us

a very good step for early 2010!

i cant wait for tonight!

it must be great!

nera

christmas is coming!

"you better not cry! i tell you why, Santa clause is coming to town!"

wew, WHO THE HELL IS SANTA CLAUSE?

he came to your house through your chimney! at the middle of night.

he is a thief i guess!! HAHAHAHAAAA

"you better cry! i tell you why, Santa clause is a thief!!!"

nera

letter to God

dear God

lately, i just find myself not like usual
i just spent my whole time in front of my computer

oh, God, i just don't know how to get up
how to be a great man
i cant face out my broken life's

you always gave me a chance
but i deny it

God, tell me, where do i have to start my life, my broken life
i want to have a bright day again!
i just want to see morning sun rise up on me

but i cant!!!
i just do my stupid mistakes over and over again
oh!!! i don't know what happened to me!

i know what i have to do!
but i do nothing!

i just a man, who have thousand of spirits
but none of action!

oh!!! get up nera!!!
you know that you can do it all!!!
your career, your study, your life, your everything!!!
you cant do it!!!

God, just give me more chance,
i will try my best!!!
show me Your might, reached me, to trough my life.
i just want to have a better life.

im sorry God
i often forget about You
but i know for sure,
that You never and will never forget me
You always want me to get close to You

i know that You will fix up my life
thanks God for being my inspiration
i will try my best, not for my own selfish
but for You
i wont embarrassing You
i want You to be proud of me, as Your child.

thanks God

nera

disappointed

hey!!!
im here!
why did you forget me?
i was waiting for you!!!

you said that you didn't look me!
why did you have to ensure that im there?
it was OBVIOUS that im waiting for you!!!
but why did you forget me?

ohh!!!

how many times you make me wait for you?
please, appreciate me!
i wait for you, and i hope that you come for me!

you don't know how its feel
and im so disappointed to you

T_T hiks hiks

nera

change of the mood

you are not in a good mood!!!

okay! so you can treat me bad!

listen to you even i don't like it!!!

you don't care of me!!! but i have to care about you!!!

i have to do what you want to do! okay!!!

if i don't! so fuck me!!! ya ya ya!!!

kringgggg kringgggg

the phone is ringing

halloooo

oh, now you are in a good mood

hehehe

hahaha

laughing

how can you change so fast?

you were like evil when you are not in a good mood

so, contact me if you are in a good mood

hahahaa

nera

walk beside me

Dont walk in front of me

i may not be your follower

Dont walk behind me

i may can not lead you

but walk beside me

and be my love forever


nera